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holdmyheartAs Valentines Day approaches I find myself with feelings, emotions and opinions that I want to share, probably more accurately is that I need to get off my chest some things, even if no one cares/reads it.
I have always been a firm believer, that while Valentines Day is a fine holiday; you shouldn't need a "special" day to do something nice for the person you love. However, I in no way feel like I can preach this or even back it up because I've never had anyone to do something 'special' for me. In fact i've never had a "special" person do anything 'special' for me on any day regardless of the holiday or lack thereof.
I'm 19 years old, going to college and I've never had a boyfriend, been on a date, or even been asked out. Which is not great for the self esteem. I don't want to be the initiator.
I have always been a firm believer, that while Valentines Day is a fine holiday; you shouldn't need a "special" day to do something nice for the person you love. However, I in no way feel like I can preach this or even back it up because I've never had anyone to do something 'special' for me. In fact i've never had a "special" person do anything 'special' for me on any day regardless of the holiday or lack thereof.
I'm 19 years old, going to college and I've never had a boyfriend, been on a date, or even been asked out. Which is not great for the self esteem. I don't want to be the initiator.